.... for something more.
something more than old photo graphs of emotional teenagers and abondoned buildings. more than converses in the grass and a sunny sky. i search around deviantart, and it's different, but all the fucking same. deviants that get praised over and over and over. because their art is so... "amazing" and really, it's all just the same.

now, I'm not saying I'm some amazing artist.

I'm saying this is what I'm striving for. That this is what I want to become. Far from ordinary. Close to original.